IM RICK JAMES, BITCH!!!!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 02:13:21 GMT

[2Pac]
Whassup Boo? Swear I'll never call you bitch again
You ain't fuck with me, hehehe
I swear I'll never call you bitch again
(All I just wanna say is um, if I fuckin apologized)
I swear I'll never call you bitch again
(I ain't mean to call you a bitch)
I'll never call you bitch again

Damn - gave my homey 90 days for domestic violence
I try to picture myself, in this position but remain silent
I get to thinkin bout this shit, we been through
We close like kin but you remain my friend to
This life of sin, done got the both of us in trouble
But you always stay down for a nigga, so that's why I love you
Reminiscin needin tissues, fightin over childish issues
Swear I can't live witchu but withouchu every day I miss you
When we roll you hold my pistol, my gangsta bitch-ich
You always in the mood for love, that's why I'm sleepin witchu
Though not the man of your dreams, my plan and schemes
To be rich like a king, and live my life, trouble free
I see yesterday I called you names, and played games on yo' mind
I promise that I'll change in time
It's a complicated world, so girl just be a friend
I swear I'll never call you bitch again (and that's my word)

Witness the evil men do, all this shit I been through
Never meant to hurt you, can we make this work boo?
I know you been feelin pain, things are not the same
"Waitin to Exhale" while I'm sittin in the county jail
Keep yo' head up, cause things are gettin better
My cellmates shed tears off yo' last love letter
Told 'em you would find a friend so keep yo' eyes peeled
Sorry if I cuss but it's the suffering that I feel
Who can I trust and if I bust will she snitch
Even though you ain't the type to trip
Sorry if I called you bitch

Thanks for bein there, much more than a friend
I swear I'll never call you bitch again, believe me

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 18:56:45 GMT

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 20:29:57 GMT

happy valentines day alyssa!! i love you!!

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:27:14 GMT

wifey came with!!
empe w broad

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 20:56:57 GMT

isnt she beautifullllll??<3

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 01:51:14 GMT

i know of 2 people that died (since monday) some other kid my friend knew died yesterday. so thats 3 people that were alive a few days ago. 2 of them were my age and even went to school monday like any other day.. plus my friend jakes house burnt down to the ground on saturday morning.. and to top it all off, someone else i know had a cardiac emergency and is in critical condition. this week is fuckin horrible..

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 22:29:11 GMT

Prodigy

Naw, you can never feel my pain nigga
And you can never feel my pain nigga
Never feel my pain nigga
How do I start it

Nineteen seventy four, motherfucker I was born with pain
My moms and my pops pass it down to me
So don't talk to me about can I feel yours
Cause I ain't feelin you at all, your pain isn't pure
You cryin cause you broke from the projects
That's not pain, that's emotions, you a bitch
Im talkin bout permanent, physical sufferin
You know nothin about that
You just complain cause you stressed
Nigga, my pain's in the flesh
And through the years that pain became my friend; sedated
with morphine as a little kid
I built a tolerance for drugs, addicted to the medicine
Now hospital emergency treat me like a fiend
I rather die sometimes I wish a nigga O.D.
Beggin God for help, only to find
that I'm all by my God damn self
And you can never feel my pain nigga

Naw, can never feel my pain nigga
Can never feel my pain nigga
Never feel the pain nigga
You could never feel the pain nigga
Naw, never feel the pain nigga

And the females ask - P, why you always look mad?
Don't mind me if I may come off like that
But see, a nigga depressed, I need smoke
I need me a drink, I'm tryin to stop those
Experience life, through the shoes of me
What you find, is you can't do that, you ain't built for it
The impact I put on this earth
It's like nuttin that you ever seen or heard; so look listen
When I speak, sit up in your seat
Pay attention to the words, cause the story is deep
In and out of crisis, since before I could walk
It gave me strength though, nowadays I hardly talk
It made me cold-hearted, anti, I won't play sports
I barely joke or play games, take it how you want
My handicap took its toll on my sanity
My moms got me at the shrink at like 13
And doctors called the cops on me
Cause I be throwin IV poles and they ignore me
I gotta, try to calm down and breathe
I can only hold it but for so long; put me to sleep
Do I sound insane... if I do, then this here was written for you
Cause you could never feel the pain nigga

Naw, can never feel my pain nigga
Could never feel my pain nigga
Never feel the pain nigga
You could never feel the pain nigga
Naw, never feel the pain nigga

this weekend

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:08:26 GMT

okayyyy so this weekend i:

-hung out wit alyssa everyday
-consumed 296 grams of fat at mcdonalds alone that i can count right now(i went there 7 times, including 3 times in a row on saturday night)
-watched napolean dynamite with alyssa
-went to see some dope ass show (roundhouse new jersey, sad state of affairs, blacklisted, and reprocussion)
-went wit stiz to get his tatoo worked on

i love you wifeyyyyy!!!!!!!<3

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 22:40:53 GMT

free blind!!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 04:08:08 GMT

music i listened to in the past 24 hours:

loreena mckennitt
kim roberston
notorious big
diplomats
dashboard confessional
against me
blacklisted
converge
the flamingos
the postal service
alexisonfire
cat stevens
jay-z
dr dre
outkast
beanie sigel
gary jules
modest mouse

wowwwwww im so random. i hate live journal
I <3 Alyssa
Empe w Broad <33

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 20:56:51 GMT

its so cold out.. i miss the summer a lot.. really random stuff....

this was the day it rained like really hard all day

painting in nice weather

me and stiz getting drunk and writing on peoples property

painting canvases in my backyard (even tho this one is really bad)

the bus to market street

haddon heights

unfolding boxes at work

some dark ass abandoned warehouse in west philly

my camera used to take good pictures , i miss florida and all my family down there

even the grimey ass public bathrooms are lot better in florida

i took my grandpa to north philly

getting drunk in atlanta with my dad and his friend mike (they serve to everyone down there)
really bad picture of me but whatever

new york

taking pictures in west philly

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 17:29:52 GMT

hahahaha
happy halloween motha fuckers

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 02:05:27 GMT

the very best of cat stevens

highly recomended

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 04:29:01 GMT

old pictures of me!!! so leave comments.........

7th grade - in manyunk

8th grade - in north philly

8th grade - near lehigh avenue

9th grade - frankford rez.

10th grade - south philly

10th grade - the stizz!! in boring ass new jersey

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 21:04:05 GMT

i love KFC-Taco Bell